| damn i havent blogged in a minute! my last entry was jan 2nd... lol fuck... well anyways alot has happened since then... not that any of u even visit my site cuz i dont know crap about this stuff nor do i visit others... but well ill update u all anyways. lots of crap isnt going right at home but its all good. I'm moving to VIRGINIA beginning of summer... right near virginia beach... im excited i think it will be fun. So im gonna live there for a little bit... prolly about a year or so then im gonna move my ass back up here and get an apartment with a couple of the good homeboys. me and Maria are getting married when i get back LOL. we already decided.... even though her lil sisters dont like me. *they wouldnt give me a high five... how lame is that?* But Maria is just Plan B... my real plan is to date jessica alba... hahaha SIKE! anyways im gonna try to keep this shit updated everyonce in a while.
Bai Till Then  |
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| damn break has been pretty good! ive been sober for about lets see...
not very much of it. its just time to relax ya kno? i havent been very
productive at all.. and it really sucks ass. thats okay tho because i
really dont feel like changing cuz im a lazy loser. I have to drop some
more money for the FoRd to be up and running good so i can sell it
soon! thnk goodness! lets see what to talk about.........???
cant be my love life cuz i dont have one... and really i dont care.
most all gurls are the same and im getting annoyed of them all...
*minus the home gurls i kick it with* I havent break'd in a long
ass time... since school got out for break. talked to the homies and no
one else has either! haha we're so lazy!
dont feel like writing any more
payce
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| Xanga is nothing but a huge cult! its okay tho. Man my weekend was full of lots of stuff but then again it seems like i sat around and did nothing. Friday was Steve's bee-day partay and it was pretty cool. lots of people there. and lots of breakers hahaha. party wasnt suppose to start until 6 but we showed up at 4 and started stuffing our face's right away. Then i chilled with austin and went to nathan's bday the next day which ther was alot of family there. food was good tho.
I wanted to go to the car show this weekend but i couldnt because im a loser and didnt feel like driving down there. o well tho. prolly crappy cars there anyways!
im hungry and i need food
HOLLA! |
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| I dont know why drama comes into my life. I may be the cause of it or it may be innevitable; I could care less. It's been so long since ive been able to fall asleep just knowing that everything is "right". I miss that feeling of comfort that makes you warm through this cold month of december. December is the month of christmas and is suppose to be the month we all come together and cherrish it. besides my family, I have never had someone to cherrish things with. Its always been me and my washed away dreams that sit next to the fire place alone. My hands have grown cold and my heart bitter. The only thing on my wishlist this year for christmas is for god to send me an angel. an angel that will take me to heaven with her every time i gaze into her eyes.
i guess what i really want for christmas, is for me to stop being able to see into the souls of others. this has only showed me that there are tons of wonderful people out there that need love like me... instead forr christmas i want to be able to see myself. I have worried to much about others and pleasing them that ive lost grip on what it is that i want.
wishlist....
[ ] a new life |
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| I dont know... i dont know... i dont know what to do... i dont know were im going... i dont know who i am... i dont know why im here... i dont know why i dont know... i dont know my type... i dont know my style... i dont know my potential... i dont know my status... i dont know why life is here... i dont know who's gonna read this... i dont know if i even care... i dont know why im still telling u what i dont know... but theres one think i do know for sure........ i love you |
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